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Notebook

2012-02-03T04:41:00.003+08:00

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever.

BURST

2012-01-26T18:21:00.001+08:00

Okay, this is one of those posts where I will go on talking about how I feel. So you can skip this.

I hated you for leaving, really fucking hate you for that. Anything could have happened, especially in an unfamiliar place. Where the fuck were you for my priority? Not to mention, it's your priority too, oh you claim I mean. And you have the cheek to go on and emphasise over and over again oh just how good a friend you were to be there and handle the situation. Oh really? Because right now, I'm done being nice. I have been a hypocrite, yes I was. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be here to tolerate your shit. After what happened, I'm so done with you really. Since you wanna have so much fun, lose your mind do shit just because you were so busy trying to 'enjoy', then go ahead but I sure as hell won't be there anymore.

So sorry you had to know this. I feel like it's all my fault because it seems like the person we thought didn't turn out to be just who we thought to be. No amount of sorrys can make me feel better for introducing such douche bag to you. So sorry dear girl.

Just wish you could talk to me instead of keeping everything to yourself.

2012-01-17T17:11:00.001+08:00

OH MAI LORD. What happened to me?!

Motivation to get fit again hehe

Hoping today will be a great day~

2011

2011-12-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

2011 is ending in a blink of an eye. Somehow this is the only year which I feel kinda emotional cause it's ending.

Well, let me sum up my year... It was..eventful. I had the worst downfalls but I had my fun and great times too. So much happened in 2011 I can hardly write it all out here. But one thing for sure i've been really busy this whole year I hardly have time to keep up with the cyber world.

Some pictures of events this year!

My pretty Mariah

Best yogurt crews

NANA

My everything

best guyfriend

Ben's wedding.

COL 11

Haslinda's big day

My special one

Kev's 18

Xuwen's 20!

Graduation

To all my friends who stayed with me throughout this year, I wanna say a BIG Thank you because truly this was honestly one of the hardest but nonetheless I believe it will end well :) I've lost quite a few close friends and things this year and I think it's only normal as we age people come and go, only those who really cares would stay no matter how often you meet and all, thankful for the ones who stayed! I don't believe in 2012 dooms day and those rubbish but I'm only one step closer to my dream! Living the ** girl dream HEHE.

Goodbye 2011, you've been memorable.

Sorry for the abrupt ending, I only slept 4hours lastnight lol.

It was enchanting to meet you

2011-12-30T00:03:00.001+08:00

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wondered 'til I'm wide awake

And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, "Hey"

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This is me praying that

This was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name

Until I see you again

These are the words I held back

As I was leaving too soon

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

2011-11-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

I met this boy and he's such a sweetheart :)

2011-11-02T18:42:00.001+08:00

3 Nov - POA PAPER 1&2, Biology paper 2
4 Nov - Social Studies
10 Nov - Chinese
14 Nov - Physics & Biology MCQ

IT'S COMING TO AN END!

30th October 2010

2011-10-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

No amount of words can express just how much I, we, miss you.

I believe you are somewhere now with eternal peace. Somewhere you can fight in that ring you always wanted to be fighting in, singing and playing your guitar, blasting your favourite music, dancing like a chicken and most importantly be free from all sins from this Earth.

We miss you dearly. I can't wait till the day I see you again, when I will be able to speak to you again, when I can finally say, nice to see you again Darren.

2011-09-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

So it ended about 2 weeks ago...
Seriously think I'm so strong now after going through soo much, really proud of myself. Just realize how important it is to treasure the things you have and not appreciate now because when you lose, it might just be too late.

I guess it's too late.
Just remember, lightning don't struck the same place twice but if it happens to you, hold on to it.

Wish as I may, wish as I might

2011-09-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

Stuck in my headd

Back

2011-09-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

I just I haven't blogged for a really long time and this space is rotting, Anyway as you guys might know.. Eversince my camera disappeared few months back, been taking a lot less pictures.

Got a new camera! Not a Canon one this time haha. Some test shots and places I went quite some time back and H&M store. Promise to block more okay *pinky promise

I don't know how I spent $99 just like that? 0.0

GIGANTIC FULL BAD OF SNACKS HEHE

2011-08-18T12:47:00.002+08:00

So I haven't been doing what I need to do. But instead, rocking life like a party and livin the moment.
This is just wrong.

Hiatus

2011-07-26T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hello all, so what's new I am veryvery late for posting these but anyway just some pictures of what's going on in my life currently or shall I say the past few months? I probably won't blog as much as I did because I am in a war, yes hahaha

NOT AN EMO POST

2011-07-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

There is too much I feel regretful towards.
too much that cannot be undone or done in the past anymore
so many things I wish I did and said
so much I've accomplished but let go of
things and times I can never ever forget
sweet and bad memories I miss them all

but its gone, it's timeless, forever and ever just...gone.
I really wish I could do something to make it all okay right now, just right now.

Selling!

2011-07-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

Forever21 Springtime flats.
Size 7, fits topshop UK5, Euro 38.

$42 mailed.

Desperately clearing this pair cause I just received it and it's too small for me :( laiai buy!

Room Tour

2011-06-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Sorry for the lack of updates but anyway just quick to share a video. I was youtube-ing and I just thought about how other girl's room would look like and after watching like 5, I really found my dream room. I promise it's like the most amazing room you can own with this age! Well, If when I grow up but of course it'll be different.

2011-06-11T11:20:00.001+08:00

Truly sorry for the lack of updates! Will be back soon :D

etcetcetc

2011-05-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hi yall! Sorry for the long break and I'm backkk. Yeap, I managed to kope my mum's office camera HEHEHE. So I have pics to post! They're obviously not as good at my previous cam but I'll be buying a cam soon ^^

The past weeks has been a slacker for me, I haven't been in school for about... 2weeks? I know, like wth right, I can't bear to go cause I wanna spend as much time as I can with my grandparents before they leave this weekend. Okie here are the pics!

My cribz from june onwards :(

FLB FLEA!

Managed to sell of almost all my stuff hehe. FLB wan sui!

My grandma is 67years old, I know she looks rly young. Btw she looked like she's texting.

Grandma sho qt~

Okie so that's all, and Olevel mother tongue is on 30May, ALL THE BEST TO BE :X Gna be moving on the 29th and exam on 30th, seriously how to study manx. Promise I'll be a good girl to attend school from the start of june. If you're wondering june? Olevel students don't get to enjoy june, we're going back to school everyday :(

emo post haha

2011-05-17T17:26:00.001+08:00

Currently blogging through my bb and I'm at work, its vesak day! Which is a public holiday so its double pay day! Yep, $130 in a day, shiokness!
But I'm not at my best today.

Feeling really down, all the insecurities over all issues going on, thinking too much into every detail into my life. And it sucks to feel alone. I'm working night shift ALONE. Don't know who's coming in at all :( I kind of miss a lot of things now, people I used to know really well, people who went away in my life, so much more I wish that time could just pause now and I would wanna spend so much time on all that.

I think its normal to feel down once in awhile right? It sucks to feel like just in your bedroom and cry, but you're stucked at work. Haha, shall post tmr :)

Random post

2011-05-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey all! This is seriously a random post with pictures I found in my phone (because my camera is gone :(:( )

K I remember one day when we were supposed to study at ggna's we ended up watching some lame gayboy show with burton. Just try to picture, 2 girls, 1 guy watching 2 guys makeout and poking each other, disturbing much. But well, and I had to rush off when we wanted to start studying, cause it's the baby's birthday.

One of my sisters burton hahahahha

SO QTTT~~

We went to Novotel to have the buffet, standard dropped as well. But their desserts are the bestttaaaa, feel like dying at the fodue and deserts section, love the thai dori fish too ^^

And yesterday I managed to drag yang out to town, and yes I did dress up for onceeeee. Starved ourselves fat before the shopping hehehe

20pc mcspicy nugget + Large shaker fries + mc chicken burger = FAT FOR LIFE.

I still can't digest the fact that my camera is really gone like that...sigh. Saved $500 through my coins bank and looks like I'm gonna be spending it on a new camera :( Okie, exams will be over by this coming week and I'll be free to blog again hehehe!

SAD MAX

2011-05-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hello all, I don't have any pictures to blog about because...

I LOST MY CAMERA.

Yes, I am fucking sad. All my birthday pictures + uss + family pictures for our buffet are all inside. FML OK. AND THE WORST IS.

I don't think I dropped it, it just vanished!! I wish I'd knew I dropped it somewhere and it's gone, but I really don't think I did because the last day I remember bringing it out, I didn't take it out at all. ARGH, It has been about a week since it was missing and I'm still really upset...

I really spend a bomb this April, 4digits and I'm going to buy a new camera, sigh... I just really hope some reader found it and decided to return to me :( Can I make a police report for a lost camera? anyone knows?

first candlelight dinner ^^

2011-04-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey all, my plan to study yesterday after that post failed terribly :( and my exams are like on thursday.. someone slap me please.

Anyway today I actually prepared dinner for yang. YES, I made spaghetti, mushroom with potato soup. I made a mess in the kitchen and everyone knows I'm not really a kitchen kind of person. Well, just wanted to do something special and so we had a candle light dinner ^^

I tried out my polaroid!

Yepp love it to the max, I got it as a birthday present from yang hehehe, so girls, a birthday wishlist on your blog really works okie haha! Thats all for now, will probably blog during the weekends, if not will pictures do just fine? Let me know :)

Cut short

2011-04-24T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hello yall! My birthday is over and I had a blast heheh, went to USS with yang and jienlong with his girlfriend. Shall post about it again. Anyway here are pics of my annual meetup with long and a rip to town with yang.

Exams are next week and I have just started studying, well, going to start after this so.... Just enjoy the pics :)

khou nananananana

2011-04-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

Metup with one of my babes! So sad she's leaving sg to study in Sydney :( Hopefully I change my mind to go to australia so I can take 1hour plane to meet her hehe. YA, that is when my mind is set to leave sg, which will never be I think.

Sushi tei, favourite max.

It was fun time, great food. Yes, I ate so much that I think the table next to us only ordered one main dish for each of them but I was feasting hehe. Love you so much babe, take care in aussie! <3

goodbye

2011-04-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

"I love you man man"

:'(

resort world getaway

2011-04-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hi yall! So... For the whole of last week, I only attended school for 1day. Yes, one pathetic day. Idk why I lost the interest to go to school, just so sick of studying sigh.. But I guess this is life, I need to. So... Today will be my last 'free' day before I commit myself.
And did I mention my dad's returned to sg for a couple of days, and he's leaving tonight :( Anyway my grandparents were on vacation last week and so for the days I missed school, I was pretty much sick on most days but anyway, I joined in the 'vacation' since they had a room hehe.
So many people requested for videos, I'm just trying not trying not 'copy' from other bloggers kk.

The horrible 2hour ride in my mum's car from places to places lead to camwhoring

OOO YES FINALLY WENT TO VS.

There's not much in victorias secrets actually. Scents, lotions, bags, overpriced card holders I was so close to getting, shirts, pouches and lipglosses. That was about it. I was more interested in the lingerie section but they didn't have it. I have this thing for hotels, I just like them it feels so relaxed like I'm away from studying and home and shit. And yea.. The internet was hell expensive. $35 for 24hours, and I didn't know it was not 'counted' and I wasted a whole 90+ on it, bill goes to mom!

sincerely

2011-04-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

May you never steal, lie or cheat. But if you have to steal, then steal away my sorrows. If you have to lie, then lie with me all the nights of our life. If you have to cheat, then cheat death because I don’t want to live a day without you.

OHH BIRTHDAY'S COMING!

2011-04-04T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hi all, my birthday is coming up soon!

And I seriously have so much I want this year for no goddamn reason. I'ts the shopping bug really, I haven't really shopped for about 6months and it's finally here so this is my birthday 2011 wish list!

MOST WANTED: Clarisonic Mia in Teal, Pink, red or lavender!

2ND MOST WANTED: Ferragamo HairClip OR HairBand in Red or Navy

Been eyeing this since the Longest time really!

The rest are just what I like hehe.

I don't mind the green :)

Hints hints to friends and boyfriend HAHAHA.

Sheila Wong aka $15 Dollar Girl

2011-04-01T12:23:00.001+08:00

Hello yall! I'm going to blog about something which happened for the past week.

It's not the usual boring posts that I do but something a little funny to me and made me furious at the start. I find it weird and funny how people's mind works sometimes and the different sides of 'faces' they have. And I have to do it the xx way in order to prove with evidence in case some-one-say-I-lie-hor. K let me take you all back.

STORY BEGINNING... 4years ago back in 2007.
I went to church at City Harvest and made a friend named Sheila Wong. We were very close and she has been through thick and thin with me until I 'left church'. We stayed in contact still and met up once in awhile to catch up.

2009 November-December,
We met up a few times, this period we were quite 'enthu' about meeting up. So during this time she was working at Ambush. When I met her one of the days, I brought along my new cardigan bough in 2008. Let me emphasize NEW. I wore it for less than 10minutes on the train and it was in my bag all along. It was US$32.80, dam pretty piece, my favorite that I can't bear to wear.

DAMN PRETTY RIGHT?!

So she told me, "ehh very nice leh can lend me? I got nothing nice to wear to work cause need to dress up and school starting soon I don't have much nice clothes to wear." We were close, there was no way I would say no to her, I hardly say no to friends. And I told her please take care of it ah it is my fav cardigan and the sequins take note ah. So I did lend her along with 2 other high waisted shorts.

SO KIND OF ME RIGHT?! ya fucking right, I lend her brand new clothings that I can't even bear to wear.

2010: April

We went out once during april before she started Poly. And she WORE my cardigan out

(damn bhb. No cardigan to wear ah?! lol)

LOOK CLOSELY, see the sequins.

Eh, no money to buy cardigan ah?! Go out with me also wear mine!

2010: June,

Sms Sheila Wong several times to return me cause I wanna wear. Agreed to meet on some days but last min she has Floor ball training, friend's birthday and some shit that always happens la.

July-August,

Bbm her again, I thought if I find a reason to tell her I need it back, she will hopefully be more efficient in returning. So I told her I am going to attend a tea party, I wanna wear the shorts and cardigan to. Guess what she replied me? I remember this by heart.

Sheila Wong: "You got nothing else to wear meh?"

Wa seriously tell me who the fuck talks like that to someone she OWES to? Ok nvm, I was her friend, I was being understanding I didn't rush her and told her on our next meet up bring it. I gave in hor. This went on and on and on I can say probably about 10times?

2011: Feburary,

Bbm her once again to return me cause I really want to wear and it's been over a year. So she said ok, she will put it in my shop or send it to me asap. Waited and waited got to no avail. And then it went on and on. Until I bbm her for about 2days consecutively she replied me, "wa hinting me to return you right!" Sure as hell I WAS LA.

And then suddenly she was leaving for KL and told me cardigan has furrings. I asked how bad is it a lot or not, she said a lot la, if i not happy with it she will pay me. Then I told her I wna meet her up around our area. K, so I had to wait for her to get back.

MARCH came.

I was desperate you can say to get it back because I am mega pissed already. This is when things started to get bad k. We agreed to me paying for the postage so she can send out asap. She said she will send out on Monday morning. On thursday, I received nothing, so I bbm her, guess what?

Sheila wong: "me and my bf broke up, can you leave me alone for awhile and stop rushing me"

Ok.. I understand your breakup, YOU GOT 3DAYS TO TELL ME YOU NEVER SEND OUT, VERY HARD AH? A YEAR NOT ENOUGH TO DRAG?

K so I sense that this friendship is over since throughout all the bbm texts we exchanged, she has no intention of returning it to me neither is she sorry. So I sent her a LONG bbm msg about our friendship being tarnished just because of this cardigan. Guess what again? Princess didn't reply wor!

She totally bochup about this. K after much dragging again, the following week she told me her dad has sent out and it was returned. Ok I told her, keep the postage in the new one you send I will transfer you double the money. Dam zai you know, even mms me picture of the parcel and captioned "In case you don't believe I sent out". After 3days I received it. Opened enthusiastic-ly to see the "returned mail and guess what?!

Where are the stamps ah? The singpost chop? The returned mail chop?

Lost at what I'm saying? Let me show you...

Taken from http://sgstamps.blogspot.com/2009/05/singpost-returned-mail-sticker.html

Wa! Lend my clothes for a year nevermind, want to cheat $1 postage fee from me also? lol! Pathetic?!

Come on please, don't come and tell me the tiny gap between the envelope can fit the stamps and the sticker, I measured and it was only 1cm tear.

Next surprise, my cardigan.

Furrings like imbahhh.

I took many pictures in different lightings in case someone says its-the-angle-and-the-lighting-horrrr.

The shorts were fine, the cardigan was stained and had furrings. One thing, She never mentioned there were stains. I cannot help but to think, was she spending the past year scrubbing everyday hoping it would go off? lol.

So I picked up my phone and sms her immediately about the stains, told her I'm going to wash it twice, if it doesn't go away, she has to pay. Princess no reply again wor!

So I got really pissed off at night, where got friend like that one? So on my twitter I vent out.

And then....

Did you even solve it?

And I got a miss call at 1am while I was sleeping. The next day I asked why, and she was good enough, sent an apology to me after I tweeted about her being so thick skinned to not even apologise.

How sweet... An apology, I almost fell for it.

Princess no reply again again wor!

I couldn't mucn the part IDK why. But nothing important anyway, about her parents not giving a damn about me etc she says. And then she didn't reply again so I went to her fb lor..

After 8hours, I was deleted off her fb, twitter and bbm.

You asking me to be matured? How matured are you? You're like what? A year older than me and just look at how responsible you are to handle this situation. You had me chasing you for the cardigan. I was brought up in a way when I owe I give back automatically, not wait until I get chased.

You can't even be responsible for what you did to MY clothes. And you still have the cheek and guts to talk as if you're not wrong? Hello, it's shipped from US, not some bugis street cardigan which costs $15. It's just $55 you can't pay?! You have money to go KL to shop and shop at topshop you can't pay for what you did? How shameless can you get? I tried being nice to talk to you nicely to return the money and we can settle this, I gave up being friends because obviously you didn't give a whole FUCK about us. The fucking stupid tears I cried over you, now you know how stupid I fucking feel for even feeling upset for someone who doesn't give a fuck, wana cheat me for $1?!

And after talking to you, you tell me you're willing to pay $25 only. You think I'm what?
YOU THINK I FISH MARKET AUNTY CAN BARGAIN AH?! $55 you don't even wanna pay and you're talking about maturity now to me? I bet you deleted to post off your wall because you didn't want your friends to know what you did was irresponsible.

I have never met a friend I was so close to and yet turned out to be so shameless, ignorant and irresponsible. And to think that you are from church. What kind of an image do you bring to church? It's just $55, I'm going all the way for it because I dont think I need to put up with you anymore or give you anymore chances so I can fix this friendship. I tried my bestest but you didn't respond to it, you took advantage so don't blame me.

Don't bring anymore shame you have already brought to yourself.

p,s, I'm sorry if I sound really mean for putting this post up but seriously, if it were you, will you feel the same anger? Originally I didn't wanna put it up but it really went off my limits.

Back to december

2011-03-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

Back in 2009, wish I could turn back time.

p.s, i wish i could turn back time when I could stay over all the time and do stupid things like how we would in the past, now it's just hard because I'm taking my O's and she's in uni. Not because she's gone or whatever-.-

2011-03-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Nothing much for this weekend because I spent it rotting at yang's watching movies 12hours straight a day. I went to Ikea tho, went to get his room a lamp woah, it looks supa nise now!

I left out so much homework, but anyway here's enen to keep yall entertained I hope!

SHE DID THIS HERSELF LOL.

TOWN

2011-03-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

Finally had the chance to step into town and walk. Yeap my boyfriend, yang, is a loser. He doesn't like going town and places that requires to walk a lot cause he's extremely lazy So now y'all see why I shop online so much. Hahahaha, so one of the days I managed to get him out of the house.

Bough nothing which is goodie good. I'm too dependent on Forever21 online. BUT I AM SO SAD RECENTLY. Shall tell you guys why below.

Introducing my dearest Mariah, the "SILKAIR' look hahaha

K I shall start ranting why I cant shop forever21 online now. BECAUSE THE SHIPPING COSTS $183.50 ALREADY. YES. So fucking ridiculous I wanna curse and swear so much. It used to be at flat rate US$35 which is S$45-50. Now it's fucking $183 for 20 pieces of clothing smlj. So My new best friend is ASOS.

Anyway school is starting tomorrow. So bloody sad fun's over and I'm really going to work hard from now for my Olevels. Ok thats all for now. I need some therapy to prepare to go back to school man! ciaooo

Chatroulette

2011-03-18T11:01:00.002+08:00

HOW FUCKIN SWEET

Here we go again

2011-03-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

Finally had time to meetup with the 6789 girls! Twin and qishan's birthday happens to fall on the same day, so we went for a belated birthday celebration. Ok la, just reunion at 85 for dinner hehex.

This be the birthday cake can?

Everything she needs to be pretty max for SIA interview hehe.

9678

DAMN SAD. I accidentally deleted all our group pictures leaving only this one :( Sigh, I looked not bad in them lor HAHA. So it was a very very hot topic day that day. Now I feel so comfortable talking to them hehe. Luv you girls we really need to meetup more often! And shanshan I love you, if you no bf one day I'm still here <3

Help Japan

2011-03-13T14:38:00.004+08:00

Following the March 11, 2011 earthquake in Japan, this terrified giant panda grabs the leg of a policeman.

My heart broke when I saw this.
Cutest Panda being so terrified. We are so damn fortunate in Singapore to be shielded by other countries. If it were us, we would be dying and hoping for people to be generous and giving to help us. So give what we can to help them, please.
http://www.globalgiving.org/projects/japan-earthquake-tsunami-relief/?rf=twtr

Oh boy

2011-03-11T22:22:00.001+08:00

Omg.. Andrew Garfield is too hot :( I'm melting ahhhh! No I'm not one of those girls going crazy over celebrities but he is just too cute hehe ^^

Xuwen's 20th!

2011-03-03T16:07:00.001+08:00

Hello all. I know right I have like 3posts of birthdays hahah! But this is still on going ah! hahahahaha! So we went to Airport for the "surprise". Cannot help but it failed terribly all thanks to spoilers as usual. Worst is JH! Keep acting syndrome like keep wanna expose himself -.-

Au Yang. I finally found my au friend muahah!

It was fun, I never felt this happy going out with the peeps for a long long time. One of the times I truly miss :') Thank God for birthdays, it truly brings people together again.

Moma's Birthday

2011-03-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

What is your favorite Birthday cake? Swensens? Bakerzine? Some expensive cake right. I have a huge tummy for yummy expensive food but for cakes, my favorite is Breadshop's fruit cake. YES, my favourite hahah! Dam nicest bestest to me.

Went for chinese food at some street along geylang recommended by her friend. Cb the food there taste horrible or rather normal.. So much for driving all the way there. Anyway Happy Birthday mummy! <3

Brother's Birthday!

2011-03-03T15:51:00.001+08:00

Yo! So my brother finally turned 18, and next year I'm gonna finally be LEGALIZED -.- Since my brother's going back to aussie 3days after his birthday cause his school has already started! So hehe, his favourite restaurant. Ju shin jung at ECP i think.

I look older then his right!

classic~

K so that's all for the dinner. Then I went to MJ and slept while yang win money muhaha!

2011-02-28T07:32:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt like you are all alone in this thing called life?

I feel that way, sometimes. Feeling like no one is here, feeling like I got so many friends but when I think of me in trouble, no one would step up or be here for me. That kinda suck. I just want somebody to here for me, 247, be my soulmate, be my listening ear, be my friend. Friends are extremely hard to come by, true ones I mean. I don't know is it a problem with me, whenever a topic is talked about, I got no clue, people are enjoying, I outcast myself. I remain silent yet pretending I don't care but deep inside feeling like some fucking loner? Maybe I'm antisocial, but most of my friends disagree with that. You just haven't seen me being lonely.

Everyone feels lonely sometimes, unless you're not human.

All the time

2011-02-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

I always miss you more than you will ever ever ever EVER know.

2010

2011-02-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

Been so long since I've posted pictures. I guess I just dk what to say other then going ok today I went to blabla. Will come up with something interesting soon hehe. So for now, just pictures! :)

When I was 53KG

2011. Love sushi and japanese cuisine!

So long

2011-02-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

CNY eve when yang made my toy wear his new undie -.-

My PS3 sack in littlebigplanet

Hello yall! Pardon me for my lack of updates. Promise I will update after or during CNY. Anyway things are great with me cept that not so well for a few of my friends :( Grandparent's back, YES! And cny was never this enjoyable hehe. Will update soon, with pictures! tata!

So far

2011-01-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

Things has been good, school's started and everyone's working their hardest.
I had time today, yes, very unlikely that I am on the laptop because I'm slacking instead of completing my 10page Math homework compiled. But I have absolutely no mood for that now. Just maybe say, I think I am sort of...weird now? I don't know half of what I'm thinking or doing, like they're not what I usually think of. Somehow similar to the past, but why now? Idk. I guess every one in awhile when things fall, we just need a place to run to, apparently I don't know where I can run to, or who to run to anymore.

Long time

2011-01-05T17:12:00.003+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging a lot.

Should I stop? Or you guys don't mind short posts with 1-2pics? let me know ya formspringg :)

Sweetest

2010-12-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Something sweet I heard from yang today.
He said:

'Next time when we die, don't drink the mapo soup ok? Because I want you to keep our memories forever.'

I teared when I heard that

2010-12-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

I hate heavy sleepers.
End of story.

Hello, this is everything

2010-12-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

I was at my new workplace today, some shit happened and while I was having my 10minutes break, I wondered a lot. I thought of how my life would be 10years from now. I wonder how am I to survive without my phone. I have never missed anyone this much, I have never felt so far away from someone when we're actually so close. You know sometimes I still wonder if anyone of us would do something to save everything. Yea we sure do, but you know what, I think it became a habit for you to stop after trying, if you think about it, yes this is how it always goes. You've no idea how much it breaks my heart when I have to learn it not from you but someone else. That sucks. I feel extremely lucky to have everyone around me, but I wonder who'd stay in my toughest and who are only there to enjoy? It's sad, sometimes I feel that I don't really have friends, I have many many friends, but I really don't know who I can really count on like, always by you, I can't think of any right now, well at least not anymore. I think in this world, we are all alone. I thank God for yang, but sometimes I hate him too. He's like a child, a fucking impulsive kid, just like me. We're both impulsive. My world don't just revolve around him y'know, it's everyone that makes it. So don't ever make a statement saying my world revolves around him. This post is getting so confusing, I've jumped over 5subjects haha. I like how I depend on myself right now, sometimes I'm so strong I feel proud of myself. I no longer rely so much on my blog and twitter to type it all out, I've learned to keep things to myself, bear it even harder. It is all of you who makes me who I am today.

Sentosa

2010-12-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Omg I'm really so caught up and I blog so little now. So, my data entry job ended, which means I don't get to see fake lopez and Daniel anymore :"( Miss ya daniel hehe. So last week the girls and the hunks went to sentosa for supposedly a picnic and games, we didn't play much but still awesome time. I spent the entire day under the umbrella, yes I'm that scared of being tan, and I get tanned super easily so... and also it rained.

I'll let the pictures do the talking ya.

On the sky ride

girls talk hehe, oh and yall know, even with the umbrella I got a tan on my back, FML

I was alittle scared haha, not the usual pussy ok.

Me and the umbrella haha

Should I go to KL? Hmm..

Blood Donation

2010-11-21T19:05:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, me and Farhana wanted to donate our blood. I've been wanting to since I was 13 because I once walked pass dhoby and saw them doing it, and also recently so much tragedy has been happening, kept thinking someone out there needs it. So we went! I was seriously afriad and nervous. During the finger prick test (poke your finger to test to see if your blood is eligible) I WAS ALREADY SO SCARED. I kept asking 'is it painful? really?!' And when it poked me, I felt nothing, swear by it. SADLY I was even more shagged when the person told me I can't donate blood cause my Iron level too low :( But farhana passed so I accompanied her.

Okay, from what she says, IT DIDN'T HURT AT ALL. FYI, knowing her for 2years, the slightest things give her pain, sitting too long you can hear her cracking her bones nonstop already hahaha. So she said it isn't pain, I take her word for it! Yes both the anesthetic and the actual thick needle wasn't painful to her.

450ML of blood. Imagine your Icemountain bottle 9/10 full ^^

FYI, She was smiling all the way throughout the donation.

So after that she wasn't the fittest. Many male donors were lying down with their eyes closed and all like weak, but she could stand and walk, STRONG LOR. Than all because of me who wanna go pasamalam something happened... I swear I never want to feel that way again and I'm so sorry :"( I was devastated, I panicked but Thank God I did the right thing, God I still feel so scared just by remembering, I'll remember this for LIFE.

So anyway, a tip to the rest, please do not stand for long after blood donation even if you feel fine. Lub u farhana I know this is gay but I was so fucking scared. Thank God you're fine now. And yesyes, next year we're gonna go again hehe!! And that will be my first! ^^

P.S yang won $17 from Mahjong because of my goodluck and the keychain I gave him wahahaha

Hello

2010-11-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hello all,

Blogging from the office. Yes I'm in an office and my boss is kinda hot HAHAHHA. He goes 'Hey ladies~~~' Wa meltmelt. Yes yang don't jealous wahaha. My life currently is nothing but to be kiao. I no longer feel the shopping when I'm out, f21 least tempting as before. I don't eat good food, still tryna maintain the "diet plan" since 2009 which was never fulfilled. Tryna save lots of money this holiday I hope I can do that hehe. Farhana's beside me nao during our break time. Ok la, I go act serious do work nao so when my boss comes back he might say something to make me fly again HAHAH.

Goodbye Darren

2010-11-02T13:46:00.003+08:00

I dedicate this song to you Darren.
This was your favourite song, you always sang to me.
You are sorely missed, wait for me, wait for me, wait for us. We will see you in Heaven, we will meet again.

Always remembered.

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly do

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Graduation Day 2010

2010-10-26T08:30:00.002+08:00

Okay, It wasn't what I expected. The feeling that 'Graduation day' brings is more of sadness of parting, feeling thankful and all. Hmm, maybe it's just me, I didn't feel much.
But yes I'm definitely thankful to all the teachers and the wonderful performance that was disabled online so I'll upload my noob recorded version soon ^^

Okie, meet my wonderful melayu friends!

Best Partner ^^

MAXIMUM FAVOURITE TEACHER <3

Mr Xavier Ong Koo Min, xiexie ni. I'll remember popabeelitee

China's Got Talent

2010-10-20T17:57:00.001+08:00

Winner of China's got talent. Armless pianist.

Astonished. We are all blinded by the blessings we receive always complaining there wasn't more..

Graduation Video 2010

2010-10-20T15:22:00.000+08:00

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This is my graduation video made by all the lovely teachers! Memorable indeed!!YOU WILL ENJOY IT!
P.s the most featured and enthusiastic guy is my form teacher waha!

Devil's Picnic + Birthday Surprise

2010-10-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

It was a great day, it was during the F1 period. Initially we planned to go to Barrage for picnic + kite flying, then it rained and we changed our plans to esplanade, and than esplanade's closed for F1 picture taking. So we ended up at Marina Square open area where all the F1 gates are.

So, me and Qishan came up with a few excuses for not being there but surprised Stacey with a birthday cake. It all went well hahaha. Had out picnic at Marina Square lol, but time was still well spent. Went for bowling after that. Love you girls! Happy Birthday stacey! <3<3<3

Escapeeeeeee

2010-10-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

Pussy.

Hi all. I'm still in SG because my passport has yet to reach me. Plenty of false alarms from my mother to pack and standby lol. I'd rather not go! But anyway, so that day I thought supposedly my lastday in sg, I dragged him to go to escape with me since we woke up late and couldn't go to science centre.

It was fun! Even though we spent $20 on carnival games just to get the damn alligator but failed, instead we got a bloody spring for some reward thing for spending $20 lol. Had to beg him to go on wetandwild ride. And I'm not most gangster gokart driver ever hehehe ^^ Don't talk about the pirate ship, it was mad fun but someone.... HAHHA.

BTW, I've opened my $1 bear which is 9/10 full, opened it because I was badly broke and in the end it came up with $XXX ^^^^^ SAVING GOES A LONG WAY MAN.

There's a way for everything

2010-10-16T17:13:00.001+08:00

You know.. It hurts me just as much it hurts you. And no, I really don't enjoy having those depressing talks just trying to resolve. But seems like everytime after we do, somehow we have to have that again before heading back to normal. I hate hurting you..I really do. So please, give me the same amount of patience I show you. Only that way will things really work out.

Daily routine

2010-10-14T09:13:00.002+08:00

Am back to work at yogurt shop ^^ its like a routine over and over again. Wakeup in the morning at 6am have breakfast or just open my eyes to say bye to him while he goes off to school and I continue sleeping until 745am and wakeup to get ready for work. End work at 4pm goes to meet him for dinner and head to his home for tv and SC2 and I whine at the fucking game. And go to bed. Hehex. Flying off in a day or two :( gonna be missed.

remembered

2010-10-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

2010-10-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! hehex.

That calls for the start of fun!

1week + 1Day

2010-10-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

Hello all.

Been busy studying and just doing nothing. Tomorrow is the start of a hell lasting for 8days and THATS IT.
He's sleeping behind me now because of playing SC2 overnight, now it's my turn! Everything's fine with him except that we argue over the most absurd thing, FOOD. Lol.
Stay home for the past 2months during weekends, when was the last time I say Lyn man..
Can't wait to go to the movies after the exams, wanna catch charlie st cloud and I'm gonna psycho that sheep to watch Yogibear and some other cartoon shows with me. I know I sound childish but I swear the trailer looks uber cute & Been planning too hehe.

I know that my formspring has been massively flooded but I'm sorry I didn't have time to check and answer them! As to those who says my eye colour looks nice and all and asked me where I bough my contact lenses, I DON'T WEAR THEMMM. How many times I say already aiyo. I have only tried wearing contacts once and just my left eye and I took them out immediately. It's because my eyes are naturally a lighter shade of brown from the usual darkbrown. Maybe my ancestors were caucasians ^^

If you ask me honestly, I don't know if I'll do well because if you ask me deep from my heart, well, I'm hell of a slacker, I didn't study at all... I try to.

Pray for me people! Wish me luck, need plenty! :)

Dinner with the devils

2010-10-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

<3 my twin!

Ohhh shanshan babyyy

Wayne's peas LOL

Amanda!

My favourite girls!

Someone insisted I put this up lol

CHUN RUK TER

2010-09-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

WE ARE THE DEVILS

2010-09-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

I miss my hair somehow... But that fringe is disgusting.

Company dinner with the bosses were great! A little awkward because of hmmm... But still fun all the way with the girls! Loads of pictures taken waiting for stacey to upload them and I'll post them. Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY! LOVE YOU LOADS <3<3

PICTURES

2010-09-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

Hi, did y'all know?
2days ago, I dropped my BB at the bustop or in the bus and only realize is after like 15minutes. Panicked but I didn't cry. He didn't have his phone with him so we couldn't call my phone to see if any kind soul has picked it up. And then we cabbed and ran down to ws to ask the bus service man, nothing found.

Borrowed the phone and managed to call through my phone. YES A KIND SOUL PICKED IT UP. Met up with the guy at west plaza. I'm fucking fortunate and lucky. I lost my wallet once, I got it back. And now my blackberry I got it back. I'm lucky. I told myself if I ever find any wallet or phone I will return it. Seriously.
People need to be nice to return it. It's tempting I know, even the thought about me picking up a wallet filled with $200, I wanna keep it. But seriously you will only get a taste of this when you lose YOURS instead of picking others' up. I LOVE MY BB PLEASE DON'T EVER LEAVE ME.

Fruzen Yoguz's revamp to Devil Yogurt!

At White sands shopping mall entrance, go try, new flavours!

ME AND TWIN BTW HEHEX.

Sashimi <3

HAHAH, I made this 'fake sleeping' thing which tricked my grandpa the whole night that I was sleeping, exposed and we were both laughing like mad!

DA BABY.

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME QUITE LIKE YOU DO

2010-09-17T22:41:00.001+08:00

You know that feeling you get when something is so damn important to you, but you just don't know what to say or do to make it comfortable and peaceful? That's what I'm feeling.

I feel like I'm so fucking useless and helpless. It's in the mind, like no matter what I do, it doesn't seem to work. I try starting small, but something in me just goes 'ahh who would care?' It's not that I don't think and I don't feel or I don't care, the very fact is I DO. But whenever I open up the damn browser and go to a few links, my heart sinks somehow.
I feel sour, I sigh. I don't do much, I don't say much, but I do care. I wish I could just spit out every thought without having the fear inside of me fearing whatever I say is not going to be taken the way I mean. When I look at the comments, I cried. Like who the fuck is her and her? When I do putup my courage to leave a comment, it's always unanswered or just crazy and whatever like I'm not being taken seriously like I'm an extra piece, like I don't mean a thing.
Yes I feel that way so totally. I don't blame, because I have a fault for not doing enough, because I'm over sensitive, because I'm a pessimist and I'm paranoid. I hate the way things are now. I whine and cry to him ALMOST EVERYDAY because I feel so helpless and I don't know what to do. You don't call me anymore, don't call me out anymore. I feel horrible. I feel....extra and lonely.

ONCE AGAIN

2010-09-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

LONG AGO.

And again, my blog returns to a state in which it's DEAD. A lot been happening lately. Exams are so soon, I'll be busy all the way till mid October, will try my best to update this space though. A lot of plans after my exams I just can't wait. But for now I need to really buckup!

Watch this space! hehex

American Accent

2010-09-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

Wahaha fucking hilarious. I still like his original British accent ^^

One Kind

2010-09-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

Today I felt like shit, as usual.
I dislike people who are proud, I dislike people who are insensitive towards others.
I just think that at some point people should learn to be sensitive towards other's feelings. Not all the time, but at times when it's something big or something important to the person.

Things like studies, life, family and the closer ones are no joke.
Don't ever put things like that as a joke to me, because they are definitely not the kind of joke I would laugh to.

You know who you are.

2010-08-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

It takes two hands to clap, please clap with me again.

2010-08-25T12:28:00.001+08:00

Life is only so fragile and fast.
Live it to the fullest and never regret.

We love you bf.

2010-08-20T23:40:00.003+08:00

The worst anyone could get is to finally let your guard down, open up, speak and get fucked all over again.

Now I really hate life even more.

Chioooo

2010-08-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

My chio GoldBerry ^^

June Bug

2010-08-15T20:10:00.003+08:00

The way your face lit up in pale grief you were a ghost.

You liked to play with darkness, all the universe could give.

I was the home you once tried to escape.

And the dark in which you lived.

And soon they’d find you laying there, on several different homes.

They’d find you laying on their porches, did you need to use the phone?

And lure you into their rooms, that was the last I heard of June.

That was love I could not allow.

You were beautiful then.

You’re just a coke jaw now.

I remember everything....

Anything + Anger

2010-08-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

Too much flooding of emo posts. Don't really have much to say now cause I'm quite angry now though I just ate a Ramly burger and some potato spiral thing. But yea, so here are all the extremely outdated pictures wahaha.

Damn kuku long ago.

7th month now woohoo.

........ to you.

_|_

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GOD I MISS MY BOTTLE :(

One thing I learned about making friends is to do your part and fuck the rest. So, what I did was to advice a friend on her actions and ways. Because everyone's complaining about her, strangers her friend etcetc. So what I did was an act as a friend, tell her the truth then pretending that she's aww so perfect.
And apparently this friend of mine, backfired at me. So she was still ok the night when I told her. And the next afternoon I was removed from her facebook and twitter.

L.T, let me tell you this. You are fucking childish. I'm not matured but at least if my friend fuck me up in my face I would be appreciative and feel a little or reflect on myself. Well you? Insisting you were right and who the fuck are you to talk to me in that tone? You do not want to mess with me especially in your fucking speech. I don't give a damn if you bitch about me to your 'FRIENDS' who actually backstabs you and talk behind you. What I did was an act as a friend to tell you the truth. I have given up I'm washing my hands off you because you're just so fucking arrogant and spoiled. I'm not your family that you can show your attitude and face to and expect me to pacify you. You are not even close to that. I have true friends because I accept and appreciate when they tell me things in my face and not behind my back. If you choose to be with people who stuck up to you but bitch about you behind you, then okay, I wish you well.

Woah, when was the lastime I scolded someone on my blog. I don't like to but fuck this is annoying.

Bakusai's Birthday

2010-08-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh, as usual, veryyy outdated!

Legendary Chocolate man LOL

Happy 19 Bakthtiar!
So we surprised bakusai. Hid in his house with a cake and 1candle blown out. Hahaha, FAIL. But still hope that maybe bak will feel touched hahaha. Supper plan after that failed too HAHAH.

STRESS + DISAPPOINTMENT

2010-08-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

In the midst of my prelims now. So far... Flunking bad. I have no confidence in any of my subs. Not even my sciences which I think is my best? I am utterly disappointed with myself. We were just talking about our dreams and career in future, and it got me thinking. There's so much ahead I want to achieve in life, so much I want to learn. Believe it or not, I like studying seriously. I like going to school, I like learning, I like working hard and I like that kanchiong feeling you get before an exam, yea weird but I like it. So yes. I hate to lose academically, I hate want to be smart. Friends tell me I'm smart and somehow I think everyone is as long as you're not lazy. Well, I am lazy. I cannot afford to fail my Levels, this is important to me. I woke up today after having a long conversation with my cousin who has done well for since her primary sch to now going into NTU. I want to be smart, I want a good future. I will not fail. I will need all the help I ever need. I thank God my friends are so supportive. Everyone's suddenly reappearing in my life and telling me to work hard. That really motivated me. And what motivates me most is my clique. They are really supportive. Volunteering to help me in subjects I kept complaining about it. I feel that I ought and I must do well. Because if I don't, I swear I might just kill myself.

I want my studies, I want my future. I want my life on track.

Tumblr

2010-08-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

Every New Semester:
After First Week:
After Second Week:
Before the Mid-Term Test:
During the Mid-Term Test:
After the Mid-Term Test:
Before the Final Exams:
Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:
7 Days Before the Final Exam:
6 Days Before the Final Exam:
5 Days Before the Final Exam:
4 Days Before the Final Exam:
3 Days Before the Final Exam:
2 Days Before the Final Exam:
1 Day Before the Final Exam:
The Night Before the Final Exam:
1 Hour Before the Final Exam:
During the Final Exam:
Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:
After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

I feel like shit now. I want to enjoy tomorrow, please let me do.

SKATE

2010-08-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

I've decided not to learn how to skate since Ryan is most likely 90% migrating to the states by the end of the year. And worst is I actually already bough my bearings, what am I gonna do with it now. And so yea, he has no time to meet me because he's too damn busy skating.

I got banned to drink from bf. Idk what it's gonna be like if I ever go meet the old fuckers man. Ask for permission hehe. Somehow, she's sometimes like a mother to me lol. She cares as much as my mum does. 'Come back early ah dont make zu peng go you', that's what my mum always say when I go out late when I was in sec1. <3 you lynnn.

Eh, I seriously have a crash in plans. I keep telling everyone 'meet you nextnext week after my prelims k!' And now when I plan, I have a whole list of people to meet. Eh somehow it's good too because I need all the people in da world to get through this. And most importantly, I need you Cherylnboomboompao :X

DO

2010-08-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

So I've decided to take a break from da yoguz, since there's gonna be a big revamp too! But I love my job :)

Anyway, I am trying not to be emo and I think I'm doing quite well hiding. This week is my prelims week and it's mad crazy! Exam in the hall and back home to study, which I only do at night. I just did my SS paper today and I felt like crying I was still writing at the very last minute.

I bough curtains today, I feel happy hehe. Cousin says the curtains are damn emo and moody and she doesn't like it. But everyone on my fb says it's ok leh! What do you say? Tell me quick and I'll exchange if it really sucks lol.

It looks fucking long cause I bough the full length one -.- Gonna tailor it if I'm keeping it, tell me on fs!

So I have a list of things I want to do badly by this week, shall put this up as self reminder.
1) Do math TMR.
2) Skip school on friday :X
3) Remind moma to pay my phonebill
4) Clear the pile of clothes
5) Bring pile of papers down to recycle bin
6) Give letters
7) Clear Shelf
8) Get Bookstopper, ManhattanP bag
9) Study on a SATURDAY
10) Be happy ^^

Oh and I'd like to be proud of something. Something. Okay, I'll just tell you all something else I'm really proud of. PROUD TO HAVE A BESTFRIEND THAT NOT EVERYONE HAS.

Yes she fuck me up in my face, scold the hell out of me, lecture me at times, get pissed and irritated with me all the time, but through it all and at the end of the day when I need somebody to listen or give me the best a, she gives me that. Strength too. Oie woman, you are supposed to meet me everyday from now on. And no more LV for you! Love you 4evazxzxz.

I'M SMILING

2010-08-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

Pretty girlll

I look fugly.

In my opinion, the WORST ramen EVER from Sakae. But I still love Japanese food, Sushi<3<3

2010-07-30T12:24:00.001+08:00

As much as I love the show, the gap is fucking disturbing.
With all the money she's earning from stripping almost every episode, I think she could use some braces man.

MY MIND

2010-07-28T19:18:00.001+08:00

My head is not free to think about any other thing but just that.

An update of my life

2010-07-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

I haven't really blogged about myself or things which are currently taking place in my current life. So yea, pretty much everything has been the same except for some drastic changes that I'm trying to not show. I've been missing school a lot too. Enjoying weekends but no more from this week on.

I hate to lose academically. People tell me I look smart and I'm smart, fast learner etcetc BUT I'm lazy. I guess it's a common problem for everyone, laziness. My national exams are just less than 2months away and believe it I AM FAR BEHIND, LACKING.

I thank God I have wonderful friends who not only have fun with me, but wants the best for me. Like making sure I'm home before 12 on a school day and motivating me to study. Have purephysics, poa, math, chinese all the teachers I need. Because of my lousy attendance, finally the woman is starting to make noise which pisses the hell out of me. I'm gonna study hard. I am gonna study hard, I'm gonna do my best.

Oh and to those who fucking look down on me in school just because I fail my tests, I'm gonna prove you all wrong, even if that means failing more at least I try harder then you do.

See you fun in October. I can't wait to feel free from studying.

June

2010-07-16T18:56:00.000+08:00

I look BIG here.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GIVE HER A BABY TO PLAY WITH.

This pretty much sums up June :)

American breakfast

2010-07-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

This was way back in June. This is how lazy I am to blog, but really really, my June holidays were well spent with the clique. And really loved the weekends it seems like endless fun in the night with all hehe.

So anyway, one of the days I can still remember clearly. I was chatting with her over the phone for around 5hours? Since midnight all the way till the sun came up. We went for big american breakfast, not gonna share where WAHAHAH, actually it's because I forgot the place..

It's mad yumms!

MINE hehex

Oh yes not forgetting I saw on the menu. 'Hot chocolate' *additional $1 with ice* And so I blurly ordered 'Can I have a hot chocolate with ice?'
Waitress: you mean ice chocolate?
me: LOL YESYES *paiseh*

Then we went to holland to do nails AND then sat at starbucks to decide if we should crash lecture. Cause all of us was DEAD TIRED. And in the end of course we waiting for lyn laa hahaa. It's quite funny when you lie on a table inbetween the lecture room and a seperate door, and people walk pass and gives that 'OMG WHAT ARE THEY DOING' face hahaha!

Had fun hehehehehehe.

SWEETNESS OVERTAKES BITTERNESS

2010-07-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

Chuck: Was this really an act of kindness? Me, here. Were you really trying to do something good for no other reason then to help me?

Ned: I was being selfish, I'd love to tell myself I was being unselfish but I know deep down in my part of sweet spot I was being selfish for selfish reasons....I just thought my world would be a better place if you were in it.

Chuck: What's that?

Ned: It's for erm... Steering emergencies. *He lied*

Chuck: Perfect. Just what I thought. *She lied too*

2010-07-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Cute much :)

2010-07-01T16:56:00.001+08:00

Seriously overdued pictures as usual.

2010-07-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

'My mother say eat the pandan leaf very good LOL'

See lah ms ang.

Birthdays are depressing

2010-07-01T16:12:00.001+08:00

Been 3months overdued. Well, I hate birthdays or rather mine. Each year it just gets more and more depressing. I had 2 so called celebrations this year. One was having to cry like a fuckhead an hour before it struck 12, but all well after that at lyn's house with a mini celebration. And then one surprise at work planned by bf and the girls.I love u lyn.

Yep, I didn't cut cake with my family or anything because believe it I was hiding in my room. Don't call me emo or whatsoever but no mood for it in fact I was in pretty bad state in april. Only went to eat with my family the day after when I felt better. I still think it's depressing lol. But fuck it, it's just a birthday.

Oh and birthdays are good days to see who actually are your true friends.

Awesome

2010-06-26T19:02:00.003+08:00

I would never post videos that are stupid and lame but seriously watch these few.

World controversy. We all have to thank just this one person.
It takes sometime to load, but it is truely out hero :)

My new favorite band.

AHH THIS IS AWESOME SHIT.

Jesus - Zombie wizard who also knows kungfu LOL

THIS MADE MY DAY.

Glozell rocks

2010-06-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

Watch all. If your english sucks, then you might not catch what she's saying. But it's definitely sarcastic and mad funny

Justin Viever

Ke$sha

Billionare

4weeks ago

2010-06-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

I know my fat face, also you like.

Shrek

Snapped with my lousy bb.

Everything on my blog seems outdated, when will I blog regularly man. Anyway.....

BF'S BACK FROM THE US! PRESENTS TIME!

Cycling cycling

2010-06-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

BEST DRINKS STALL @ CHANGI

TYPICAL FACE WAHAHA

Cycled all the way to changi from pasir ris! It's fucking far okay, don't give that stupid look behind the screen. Was fun and tiring at the same time. I think I'm a loser lol, I can't exercise. I had to like push the bicycle halfway back because I was soooo tired. Unlike some fucker sit behind only HAHAHA.

Blackie and I miss sombahdae.

Meet my twin

2010-06-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

As usual, 19 : 16

My twin. People say I'm the fatter version of her waha. Some say we're sisters. Never know really long lost sisters! And I've been working pretty much lately during the weekdays since I'm so freee. And working for $$$ now so I can enjoy the overseas trip!

And I've been thinking a lot lately, about everything and anything. I have plans and things I really wna do. And I'm going to make a to do list to fulfill all of that. And anyway I've been enjoying my weekends a lot too! Out with the people every weekend really enjoyable!

HUAT AH SJA1811X

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind

2010-06-17T15:57:00.002+08:00

Clementine: Was it something I said?

Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?

Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.

Joel: It's okay.

Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time?

Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.

Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.

Clementine: Bye Joel.

Joel: I love you...

Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...

2010-06-15T11:54:00.006+08:00

I wanna marry you.

2010-06-14T02:35:00.000+08:00

BOWLING with A2 which I went town after