emo post haha

Currently blogging through my bb and I'm at work, its vesak day! Which is a public holiday so its double pay day! Yep, $130 in a day, shiokness!
But I'm not at my best today.

Feeling really down, all the insecurities over all issues going on, thinking too much into every detail into my life. And it sucks to feel alone. I'm working night shift ALONE. Don't know who's coming in at all :( I kind of miss a lot of things now, people I used to know really well, people who went away in my life, so much more I wish that time could just pause now and I would wanna spend so much time on all that.

I think its normal to feel down once in awhile right? It sucks to feel like just in your bedroom and cry, but you're stucked at work. Haha, shall post tmr :)