love you

so i finally got to see you my love.

I love you more than i love anything else, or have loved anyone else or will love anyone else.

Mend my broken heart

When i say i love you, i really mean i love you. When i say i miss you, i really mean i miss you. When i say you're important to me, i really mean you're important to me. I say what i mean. This is not just to a lover or a someone whom i like but it's totally fucked. Ignorance, Pride, please put that aside when you're talking to me. And honesty is what i want from everyone especially to the ones whom i treasure and love a lot, my bestfriend, friends, lover. I can never seem to have things that i really want, but instead, i get the hell lot of shit of things i don't want. I hate rejection, i hate ignorance, i hate dishonesty, i hate getting that i pity you sympathy. I don't know just wtf i'm saying. But it sucks to be so close and yet so far. I wanna hold you so much , i wanna tell you how much i love you. But i just can't seem to, i don't know why. But you will never know how much it sucks to actually know how much love you have for someone else, then me.

Together

The stars lean down to kiss you
and I lie awake and miss you

but i'll miss your arms around me
i'd send a post card to you dear
cause i wish you were here

but it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.
The silence isn't so bad
till I look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where your's fit perfectly.

I'll sit on the front porch all night,
waist-deep in thought
because when I think of you,
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you, tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
and I'll forget the world that I knew
but I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,

"Oh, darling I wish you were here"

Blame myself for being an itchy hand. But still, fuck you a.s mouse.

this feeling is extremely horrible.

And the way you reply or talk to me, tells me 'please fuck off, don't bother me'.

MahJong

My nicest pai, was soooo close to winning

Play mahjong with me, i'm sure you'll win lots of $$. I want to see lyn now.

RANDOM

So sally can wait

Have been on night shift for the past 2days, and has finally came to an end. It was Good working with Farhana haha. Sorry about yesterday night k, the sudden emo which led to the seriousness.

So yes, giving out samples eh? I got the skill already heeh. Gave school a miss today.Anyway, i was just browsing through some pictures and found this

HAHAHA look at bakusai!

So, tomorrow's the very last day, but lastday was on wednesday to me :( Yea, tomorrow. Some halloween plans and a meetup, i hate it when this happens i have to decide which one to go. Oh ya, loving the new router, randomness.

Hmm, have listen out a list of things to do before my exams, and it shall be done soon! Okay, i shall go play my game and make them woohoo and 'try for baby' for the........Family :)

Am i thinking too much again?